It's been awhile...since I could....

Life...is better.

It's so much better that I feel a FOOL when I look back. It's all so obvious when you are able to see the events and machinations of the fools you once called dearest friends. And then you look into who YOU were and the way your mind used to work and you understand. Dearly.

How clever we all are as a race. How driven we are to the sabotage of our perfect lives....at least that's the way it is in community theatre.

But I'm outside of all of that now. Partnererd with a woman who loves me for all that I am and all she imagines we will be.

I have passed through a wall of fire and sludge to appear on the other side.....happy and cleaner each day that I continue....

Here's to weathering the storm of our own failures....

Problems with the "problem" page

I shouldn't be posting. I don't have time since I should be getting ready for my business trip.

BUT....this dirty martini tells me different. Right.

So I completed my first "real" assignment as a Neurocam Operative and that was fun. An associate of mine is going through her evaluation soon to become an operative as well.

When I picture the Nerocam guys I imagine a bunch of bored guys.....perhaps one of them wearing Spock ears....looking at multitudes of email coming in from prospective agents looking for assignments thinking to themselves, "what am I doing with my life?"

Maybe that's a bit too severe. Possibly it's a 12 Monkeys type of group who has some kind of larger vision. And if that's the case.....I say bang on you crazy Australians!

TheGraz

Neurocam and it's plodding pace

So I joined Neurocam like....i don't know...let's say 18 years ago.

Or 3 months ago and it's seemed like 18 years.

I suppose that within Neurocam, as it is (mostly) in life, the lion's share of initiative to move forward falls to the individual operatives. In this regard I suppose that I have been slightly lax. But it's not as if I'm ignoring the rules - you must know what the rules are before you can actually ignore them...

In any event I've passed my questionaire, I've completed my day's log and i'm about to complete my first real assignment.

I just want more and i'm impatient. I want all the cool stuff I've read about on other blogs.

I supose time will tell.....

Good luck everyone....